"So,You gotten anyone in mind for Valentine?"The gentle,soft voice ask the brunnete hair teenager.HeI turn around to see her.

The girl was the dearest friend He ever had.The girl who went thick and thin with him.Yet after all these years,he still dont know her so much,she never hang orund with him so much these days.She'd always so"I'm so sorry.I'm busy today,maybe another day"the voice said in flashback."Hey Ash,you there?"the gentle,soft voice him woke up from his flashback.He shook his head."Well you better find one soon,or else you be the odd one out"she said with a smile as she paused and looked at her white leather watch with silver rims."Look I got go,lunch is almost over and I should be heading back to class"she sat.

Ash just gave her a wave showing goodbye.He really didnt feel like talking to anyone that day.It was only days away from valentine,and I didnt have a date for that special day.To me,valentine's day was nothing special.After three years of hoping someone would ask him out which they never did and now,it was his final year in secondary school,he wasnt looking forward to the day.

Yet deep down he was hoping for a change" This year its gonna be different."He promised himself.He was going to ask her out.How?The young man wasnt sure but he was going to give a try.

The day after,a day before valentine's day,He went to Minni Toons,a gift shop at Tampines Mall hoping to find a gift for her.The whole mall was crowded with different kinds of people with the same goal.

Find a gift for valentine's day.

So after squezing through here and there's Ash managed to get to the gift shop.As expected,the shop was crowded with teens my age search through racks of plushies,dolls,candies and and colourful and akward key chains.He tried searching for 'the right' gift for her by keeping in mind of buying the same thing which had her personality,her charactor.Sweet,adorable and natural.Ash couldn't find such a gift so he decided to buy her a box of chocolates pakaged in a heartshape and wrapped nicely with a red ribbon.

As he went out of the shop something caught his dark hazel eyes.

A baby slyfester plushie.He remembered her wanting the doll so much but both of them didnt has the money. He took out his wallet from hsi back pocket and took what ever money he had left and went to the shop.

The next day,He brought his presents all kept in a red bag.He tried talking to her but he was always interupted by her fans.When he did finally get a chance to speak to her and give her the present,all she said was"Thats so sweet of you.I know its hard to find all this stuff and forking your money just like that just for me but its best if we just be friends or better still dont know each other".As the girl he loved turned away,hot tears came rolling down his cheecks.That was all said and done.They never talked t each other and thought they'd never meet until exactly five years later.

Ash was looking for some boxes of chocolates at "The Chocolate Empire" as presents for his little sister's 3rd birthday.As he reached for a box of Merci he accidentally touched someone's elses hand who was also reachign for the same box.Instantly he regonised the young lady's face."Hayely?Is that you?"He asked with so much hope.

"Ash?Oh my gosh is that actually you?You look so different"She said with awe.

"Hey,NS can change a man"He said sheepishly as he rubbed his tainted red hair."So hows it been?"He asked.

"Well alot of things happen,I was just shopping for a present for my cousins birthday present.He's turning three this year"She said with glee."You"she asked.

"The same thing,I mean not for your cousin but for my sister,she's also turning three"he said with a laugh.He decided to take a chance."Hey theres a cafe around the corner.Care for a cup of coffee?My treat"He said with a gentleman gesture to Hayley.

"Sure,why not"she said.

And thats all was said.The last I heard the two got married months later.Seems like both never did got over the other.Thats life for you.

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urgh..Theses days no mood to blog.Sorry to all.Its just that everyday I wake up,I just feel I'm gonna get screwed and true enough,I always do.Cant avoid it.Been really busy lately so all I want to do is just sleep.Everythings killing me softly,from the way people behave to the way i behave to them.Everythings just crushing deep down.Its ironic,I swore I'd never be this kind of person,I suppose I changed,for the better and for the worst.I know why I changed.I have to adapt to my surrounding,or else,I'll never survive.I'm pushing myself step by step but keep looking back day by day.The day just seems to repeat itself.Kinda sickening.Haha.

K.umm starting love core geo and getting lost in maths.Seriously if you one day skip maths its good luck to you seriously..hahax.Hmm bio on the under hand is hanging on a metal wire.I can get a good hold of it but never a great grasp."If you dont understand bio,You dont understand your body"I suppose not.I dont understand myself these days.I get frustrated so damn easily.Another reason I dont want to go to school some times.Not on purpose but so that I wont hurt anyone and wont see her.

Her.The girl that I loved.The girl who fell in love with the other guy.I backed out bcoz I didnt want to be the third party.Now whenever I see her,my heart aches.I try to avoid her.I try to avoid all feelings i had for her.God the feeling just stabs you in the back.If ya notice I got "behind these hazel eyes"explains everything and yeah i have dark hazel eyes..well most of us actually.

V-day,nothing much to expect after 3 years hoping someone would give me a v-day greeting,haha.why should they?most people think i'm a jack ass.Hah.how terrific.Newayz seriously dont expect anything.Seems like no one care newayz.

Talking bout me not caring and all whats with calling me emo?nothin to do is it?.I just have random mood swings and tend to be depress.But please calling me emo for 9 hrs each day?wtf like you all are preps and never experience depression?weird right?Seriously,this group and clique calling must stop I repeat.This group and cliques calling must be stopped! I wont die so easily neither do I want to give.I found something to keep myself moving on.The will itself to live. with that I leave a saying.a real meaningful one

"If you die just like that so easily,nothing will be done,it'd still be the
same as you left.But if you carry one living,life will change because every day
things change.We change,for the better for the worst up to us.Thats why I'll
keep on living.I want to see this changes"