ok gonna start with a "SELAMAT HARI RAYA"..wakaka that was load eh?neways i dont feel like myself,few weeks ago I was head over heels for her,but noe..I know that it just wont work out...You know whats funny?I've tried many times to avoid falling in love or getting my heart broken up by a girl,and it just did..all shattered to pieces..I'm to hold up my tears right now so excuse me for being emotional right know..well give a an update aites,sch end but that doesn mean I dont have to go to sch..there are alot of planning for next year sch event so gotta come back for a few days..lers nvm holiday also got nothing to do..haha..went to the movies with the chinese to see..*drumsrolls*"DEATHNOTE"omg!! it was so amazing a must see movie where it has about 3 parts to the movie,I aint giving spoiler but you gotta watch aites!newayz I dont feel like myself anymore..I dont know WHO I am anyway..where I'm going..its a blur to me..aites guys,I g2g like long a prosper till next time ok..


even when I try to smile..I cry because I remember that you made me smile,and you also make me realise,I'm a nobody to you and I can never be with you

sorry guys,somewhat full of emotions right now.Exams are over and I got to know my level postion..55.Suxky lar.Now my buddies can go to 3e3 and I might go to 3e4,second best class.I think I'm also having a crush with this gal...twice?O0 weird eh?I'm lost right now..I'm scared of whats gonna happen to me next year,will I cope next year or let myself slip.I'm tired and Hari raya's this tues,since my family fought with each other I dont know where to go during hari raya..so if theres any kind spirits..invite me go jln jln pls!!I'm dead bored at home for a month.Ih yeah got new shoes,dunno if I wanna wear it for raya of to sch..both can its black lers!!I've got some pics i found and taken so I hope ya injoy them during e moment

isnt he e cutest?he's meh cousin faizen..lol like raizen

like usual dad and I were bored so we took pics!!

shuhada and yani, group gang bang~ "I believe i can fly"raizen doing stunt
Behind this 3 picture have tales to tell..wah so legendary and artsy,lol.Shuhada,ariyani,shikin,syahrin,raizen,suhaimi and I went to the arts exhibition more buddies from our class and others..We were sent to Marina bay!!woot esplanade X D. First time see the esplanade up big nice seh.newayz saw tons of art work all scattered at Marina Bay..totally awesome,if your there find the "abundance 3" see it from far then up close you'll have a surprise!!we went for break where we all goof off!!took alot of ppicsthan when all over I blanja the gang to chocolate!!$14.35 T.T money no more for the rest of the week..worth it lar,everyones parting sooner or later might as well blanja them ^^.


this two pics i found are really cool so I decided to save em and let u all see,cool eh?

k thats all lars and do ya love my new skin?hahax byes

exams a finally over.Waiting for the results.I have some new things to do.some people broke their promise but I forgive them.i cant find the teacher who wants the form for tomorrow so gotta find her.I got some new msn contacts.dead bored.think i'm in love somewhat.yeap.This is what happened to me past week.Believe it.My friend said she doesnt believe that I was dark inside*cough*jihan*cough*.Hah.If only she saw my result on quizilla or knew my past.I kinda miss my past.It was great times.I got into fight with kids.Broke someone's rib cage,actually had friends who smoke and drink when I was at pr5.It was tempting but I am almost alergic to smoke and drinking when your young was too stupid so I never did do those stuff.I was bullied though when I was pr4,so thats when I decided to fight back literally..learn my vulgar,think logically.The habbit when to sec 1.i met kamal,natural fighter in all terms.We used to punch or get into word fight with the boys.Dont know why but enjoyed it.Everyone else did.I got sick of it and decided to stop.months later,long after entering sec 2,there was another big event that struck the whole sec 2 level and the student counsil.I hit someone..the person gt scott free i got punished.We forgave each other.I decided to act as I'm lame probably to get into less fights or probs.Ignorance is bliss.I'm not joking.I'm still rough though.All for now,gonna good off somewhere else byes

Aites the exams are coming to the end except maths paper 2..I was suppose to have a maths tution @ 8 but I forgot..lucky the guys at the tution centre spam me or else I nvr wake up sia...hahax all the rushing manage to reach about 1 and half hour later..Study until my head went into crash mode which was at 12 pm...talk alot of jokes are,mostly racist =X.Than I was so damn bored go open up my handphone mp3 let everyone hear...decided to stop..pai seh.than some more talk cock sessions..with a friend of mine..she's like to saboh me..i disturb her by calling her "best".send song but cannot..pai seh.Than we all talk about buying hp or mp3...showed the "best" my drawing...cant believe that she showed it to my tution teacher..lers pai seh but they all said it was good!!anywayswent home with Fadhly who happened to be in the same tution centre if I forgot to tell you all hahax..went home tidur..bangun mirawr ask me play audition while i was doing my sketches..danced a few song went to break fast..watch tv an now talking to nisha and got owned my suhaimi!wargh hahax rubbish sia today XD newayz my dead art-ringed love

This is annoying..i'm sick,cant get sleep cant study..frustrating man!doing some revision online with some of my friends..exams tmr lers!I feel totaly blur today.i'm scared of blacking out during the paper..mom got a car few days back but thats when I feel better ok?newayz good luck for all your exams and I truly wish that you all pass with flying colours and go to the class you want byes!

this feling inside..call it loneliness?