I'm sorry to those ass hole who try to bully me...first time OK second time i CLOSE MY EYES,but if ur going for it for a YEAR, I pitty u...I tell my mom,u die literally..if ur dare LAY A PUNCH on me,NOT ONLY my friends come after ur head,so will all my family and my family ISNT THE TYPE TO MESS with...they will either bash the living hell out of you,get the police here or suspend you..I'm not lieing neither I want to brag put please not only me but for others know ur LIMITS.know where to HAVE FUN and when to STOP and I want to APOLOGISE to whom I've OFFEND if I dont get to meet YOU GUYS....please ACCEPT my apologies....


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I'm SORRY..I just need sometime ALONE right now ok,I so SICK of my life,I aint explaining to all of you all I'm sorry.I'm sorry if I seem a FUCK ASS rite now..I've made some pretty SHITTY stuff so I need to think..YES i know I can be offensice I'm sorry for that too.I'm pretty pissed GOD KNOWS why.I'm sorry if I was SARCASTIC to you and HURT ur feeling but I dont give that MUCH of a damn actually....I DONT care about anything anymore rite now....


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I KNOW tht u guys hate me.you I DONT know what I did to you guys but I KNOW you guys hate me.am I such a JERK who bad mouth about people??am I a BULLY who picks on people?am I a S.O.B then??do you guys THINK of me like that?no that WHY do I feel that bad VIBES around you guys...why do you guys HANG around me then?coz I spend my MONEY on u guys??coz I help be FRIENDLY to u people or am I the guy if ur lonely and got no more friends or freaking bored that u hang out with me?? I thought u guys were my REAL friends who would abandon me...so I'm WRONG then

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yeah...I dont FEEL as if I'm doing anything...no one seems to need me anymore....I DIDNT do well in my studies....got a 33/50 for science..its so LITTLE compare to the rest...I feel like everyones a km ahea from meand I'm struggling behind looking like a LOST IDOIT....no one NEEDS me in campcraft....no one LISTENS to be in class....but I close on eye..why coz also want to LAY BACK but its like going over....I'm a LOUSY leader...no a LOUSY person....
I HATE myself.....I cant do anything RIGHT...I CANT manage the class,I CANT play soccer, I CANT do my 2.4 like the others....I THAUGHT that my succes WOULD go a LONG way....but now it just seems like my DOWNFALL...I dont KNOW whats going on with me...I'm in a MESS yet IRONICLY I'm still here typing out the post.....I keep telling myself to back out but I made a vow to myself..STICK TO IT..thats why I hope everything goes okey..its so IRONIC...MRS Kho said we WON the maths amazing race and also the recycling award...the prize taking will be held TOMMOROW at assembly..maybe the class DONT NEED me they need someone elso to LEAD them
anonymous:uh *blush*SORRY if its a misuderstanding

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yeah....I feel as if I'm a worn out shoe.When it's BRAND NEW.u trust it to help u LOOK good,make you run FASTER...but then it get old and WORN OUT,you think its useless,the shoe lases keep FRAYING or keep getting UNTIED.there are HOLES in them...you say"this is a EMBARRESMENT,this shoe is so old"but have you ever think what it did to HELP you?
it COVERS you from the harsh ground,from the DIRT and HEAT....it PROTECTS you....because of this shoe,you WON alot of races,IRONICLY it found you a girl....

I feel like that...a worn out old shoe...I dont know why I'm so depressed...maybe its how the class is behaving?my personal life?how I'm thinking?I just want to be taken seriously sometimes....just be WORK me here...I KNOW I MIGHT say some vulgarities...and if you dont like it I APPOLOGISE to you...I try to FIT in so u guys wont feel it STRANGE under a strict "LEADER"....but I'm feeling better i think

anonymous:hey are saying that u....*blush*haha u can chat to me ok?add me ^_-

yeah...I feel totally useless...was from friday that I FOUND OUT howUSELESS I was....
3 of my friends nadia,siti,nur(not real names = x )anyway we had our speed test,all of us were tired then we had to go through muscular test..I couldnt do coz of my rib cage...then after PE I realise that siti and nur were injured....nur,who had asthma and she felt pain in her chest...siti had severe leg cramps..had to be sent by wheel chair...siti had cramps and all I could do is just stand,panic and looked worried.....I FEEL USELESS...I couldnt even DO anything even though dad TAUGHT me how to do leg massages and tradition massages.......I'm an IDIOT..I couldnt help at all.......

and today when the campcraft team were going to the competion,the mc or something said I COULDNT participate coz I DUN have a unit shirt or coz I'm the ODD 1 out...had to join the girls with jin huat....was really depressed by then and then mysara call me sabaria dunno how she knew that name but I've a pretty good IDEA who*cracks nunkles*...then they competition started didnt want cheer....feel a little deep shit..dan's WOUND from going to BITC re-opened..was really DEEP...I felt bad so after the co,the bus driver dropped us at tampines interchange...the malay boys,all e sirs and some of the nco went to KFC we were seperated so the guys wanted to BUY family meal since it has alot so,I FORKED in about 1/2 which was about about 15/27 around there and the rest spite among themselves the balance.....we then purposely sat beside the "high ranks"...ryzan went sacarstic and said "sir see we got more money arr and u guys got alot"haha it was funny..it was also funny to see sir desmond eating like a PIG!!!welll I still feel useless now...just feel totally SHITTY

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ok so u pple blame for being mean o0??I mean what the F*** hey I took my time to help u pple with the recycling instead of resting @ home and when I gave a passing punch u go home with tears I mean what the and then u say u got problems...HEY!!!if u got problems and u need help or need some time alone tell me!like how the hell am I suppose to know that u got issues with the heart.....and what u call me a spoiller??spoilt ur life just coz of 1 freaking stupid punch when in the past u could get more worse sh!t???I dont get it....and thats not enough for u pple....after that I help u guys flim but instead u pple want to curse me??I'm dead?I.C.U?heaven and hell wont accept me??what daa really lar....this is getting rubish....but what ticks me off is that today no1 INFORMS me about training...only 5 of u guys came @ first,3 which were not suppose to be even there including me and u guys give.."what the F*** are u here u fat a**" I mean OI!!!I was suppose to do a project and I wanst suppose to come but I came and help u all rite??and does it hurt to say "thanks" or "hey!thanks sab ur a life saver"if u dont want my help just say "thanks but I think I can manage it","or no prob I can handle it","sorry sab I need time alone??".Is it that HARD to say those words??I mean what u too busy to say that or u just dont want to say....Ur not use to it?so no one does just once in a while its ok...it shows that u appreciete their help.If u were around me u would sometimes hear me say "thanks" or "nah its okey"its only 1 WORD.1 WORD.Think about it...


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ok here's the thing..its Valintines day and you could ask tt special someone out but she's sick and so are u...your home alone with a sprain rib cage,its hard for you to move and yesterday ur mom scolds you coz u did a stupid stunt thus ur injury...now u feel bad coz ur mom been acting super nice to you while yesterday u atempt to kill urself or run away...ur feeling a ton of regret goz ur good pal has to cope all the duties of a chairman and a monitor another one almost got flashed by a horny old man but out of it u got a day off u bonded with ur day and got a new slipper so what should u do if ur stuck like this??well tag if u think u got an answer ok thanks byes ^_-

hey!!yeah I know its not V-dae for another 4 days but just in case I'm too busy or tired as usual I'll make a dedication ok?haha anyway well have you ever wondered if you relly like that special someone or its just out of friendship that you think its love?I mean what is loveor falloing in love?how complicating is it??its like you like a special person BUT how do you know that special someone like you back...does she think you as only a friend?is it so hard to understand??argh..like what if she like a good friend of yours?and all of us us are close??it sux man...

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well its ok lah less of the rushing dunno maybe I cant take so much so a slack abit...but I cant I must get most of my test correct coz my TA is here!!!argh!!shit man hopefully I get through la!!haha gd luck to those whose also taking their TA ok?haha well results are in...and here's the verdict I'm in!!!muwahahahaha = x lol well now I really gotta buck up and st a good example for the budak kecik -__-"haha no la I'll be me who everyone like..Mr Nice guy!how about that cool?? I thought so...well I need to buck up coz I'm not gonna fail...ok wish u pple luck bye ^_-

hey yeah pple...my work tank is like 3/4 empty...like I've been rushing to do class job keep it check off the class,see if anyones missing and btw my class is 1 class hard to deal with...they think I'm a joke -__-"then I gotta cope with my school work and also NPCC...very hard..like coz from the past two weeks I've been like rushing almost everywhere...its' like I've got myself free on the weekends and I still have to tutor that muzzamil who still doesnt want to study and it seems like I'm wasting my efforts on him..I LOOK LIKE A PANDA BEAR WITHOUT MY SPECS FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!and I feel so cranky now days and like on friday I was soo worn out...Suhaimi said I better give him some jobs because I'm doing almost all the job and I look worn out..but jusr cannot...is not like I dont trust him,but I scared the work not done..and theres Mdm Punithem..who's complicating stuff..no offence to those who like her or under her but she makes me cranky...and last fri,she scold me for no reason...just because she's rushing through!well here's a thought "hey we've covered about 2/3 of what we need to study and its like 2 more weeks before the term assesments!!"man this is wearing me down...and there mom whos nagging about everything...from chatting to what I dress...I just want to scream!!!!!