hey..dead bored over heregot nth better 2 do so I tot 2 help about 2 house...n no I'm not girlie lol newayz I've realised...My life's solitare...2 be alone...I'm scared of tt I tried to conform tt n it was true...took a dosen of quizes n did some soal serching...am I truely ment 2 live e lone wolf life...I dont wanna live like tt...my cuzzin almost leaved 2 house becuase he went to my neighbours house without telling us....mom said it was e last straw...so i felt sad whem i woke up..but a little happy...no more yelling or stressing...but as fate has it his staying wif us...hey wad can I say?maybe there IS someone protecting him...I dunno maybe well off now byes

hey!well back from watching harry potter and the goblet of fire n it was awesome xDit was totally kweel yeah cool graphic n all but wad annoys me was most parts i wanted 2 see was cut off -_- stupid director newayz...I feel stupid coz I got a crush n it back fired hard on me...n she doesnt know..tot she knew by now...god how i feel stupid...just knew i wasnt her type n in all 3 selections..fuck

back from work but tt isnt y I feel sad.I've got so many problems...just I cant take it...I really wanna cry right now...I really cant take it...mom n dad's fighting again...they've been fighting for so long n their just getting 2 patch things up again n there he goes n messed tings up again...how stupid can my dad b...n my mom...waats done is done I'm just sick of hearing them fight...just sick...maybe tomorrow I'll visit fatin with an qi n mdm Zainab....I dunno any more....

hey back typing my stuff again....nothing much happened today but went out wif kai sebayang jumaat...then jumpa his mom n couzin...bla bla bla then went home n tido...nth else lar but i feel bad about something just now but i cont tell eu guys...promise 2 keep it a secret so remeber 2 tag lar

haiz back from my holiday and gave myself a day 2 think lolz
so this wad happened...
Monday:
Mdm Zainab treat Fatin,An qi,Priscila(ie6),Shao Hui n I 2 Swensens!!! ya ^_^Mdm Zainab ordered fish n chips,Fatin baked rice,An Qi crawfish pasta,priscila umm pepper pasta n me well I had a cheesy beef burger...I dunno why I was so quite that day man...Shao Hui ask me what was wrong but I kept quite...I didnt know Mdm Zainab like brownies...maybe I'll buy her that on teachers day :D lolz well then we went to Century Square after Mdm Zainab left...first time going out wif friends and it was cool e only thing is was fatin left after awhile...I kinda feel bad about it : ( Then I went to pasir ris resort....3 days n 2 nites...when took a cab there when i reach there bro ,Khai,n amat(atun) was there playing X-box -_- lolz well after Khai had enough playingX-box he n I went to escape theme park but we only took e haunted house since Khai was afriad of hights xP didnt know that soo...after that we stop by Md 2 buy food n went back 2 e resort...My bro n amat still playing e X-box so...we waited..n when they finally wanted 2 stop,they wanted 2 go swimming...I didnt want to dunno y but stayed back n play e X-box...Muzzamil(my adopted bro fiy)was a real ass man...so I didnt do anything much but went out wif khai after he went swimming 2 rent "crash"wfich was pretty awsome btw....n about 11 something I went 2 sleep
Tuesday :
i woke up wif a frigging headache dunno y but maybe coz of the kids playing n jumping on e bed...
I was kinda cranky coz not a morning person this few days....lolz when everyone was "forced" 2 bathe I just sat playing 2 X-box giggle....later when I told amat tt I did bathe he was freaking pissed !!!lolz n didnt know I was such a scary-cat...he was scared about almost eerything lolz
nI was like more of a dare devil @ wild wild wet...took the samsung slide n kinda got n inury on my back ....then took e ular-lar 3x crazy rite then the tsunami pool or wadever its call was soo boring....so easy to float...e jourong one was much bteer n wilder I gotta say : p lolz hen I went back n bathe lar....e water kinda made me feel i.t.c.h.y yeah lolz...later had a bbq but quite boring...during e bbq uncle jajan(e big boss) came...he promised me a gba or a X-box but now he's changed his mind..I hate people who are like that....well I slept on it in e next room since e neighbours were my moms friends n her family went home so i slept there wif dad n atun...
Wedsday:
woke late again....n someone stole moms money!! first we tought it was e maid...then late back @ home found out it was muzzamil.....rather dispaointed wif him...I put so much effort on him...n amat pittied me....; ( he said "people go here 2 relax..u come back wif more white hair" I laughed....btw out of curiosit am I to type that make sense but u guys dont understand 0_o been getting that remarks lately now xp lolz
Today:
nothing much expect kai got his plse and he was quite good...feeling jealous then..he got 212 quite good wad but mom wanted lolz..then we went out n eat @ east cost park....food so nice but then out of e blue I bit my tounge hard...bleed alot very painful T_T then got no mode 2 eat now I'm here typing....fast how time flies doesnt it...newayz Fatin said I could use her story n here it goes....."
Sometimes we wonder, "What did I do to deserve this?" or "Why did God have to do this to me?" Here is a wonderful explanation! A daughter is telling her Mother how everything is going wrong, she's failing algebra, her boyfriend broke up with her and her best friend is moving away.Meanwhile, her Mother is baking a cake and asks her daughter if she would like a snack, and the daughter says, "Absolutely Mom, I love your cake." "Here, have some cooking oil," her Mother offers. "Yuck" says her daughter. "How about a couple raw eggs?" "Gross, Mom!" "Would you like some flour then? Or maybe baking soda?" "Mom, those are all yucky!" To which the mother replies: "Yes, all those things seem bad all by themselves. But when they are put together in the right way, they make a wonderfully delicious cake! God works the same way. Many times we wonder why He would let us go through such bad and difficult times. But God knows that when He puts these things all in His order, they always work for good! We just have to trust Him and, eventually, they will all make something wonderful! God is crazy about you. He sends you flowers every spring and a sunrise every morning. Whenever you want to talk, He'll listen. He can live anywhere in the universe, and He chose your heart. Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we are here we might as well dance."aint it a good one?? well remeber 2 tag lar k ^_-

woo T_T I have white hair waaaaaaa lolz newayz the homeEc painting's done liao ehehe we were left with cleaning up e place but e thinner was sooo strong that I almost got high n felt like puking urgh!!!newayz Mdm Zainab n e rest ofe HomeEc teacher wanted 2 blanja us swensens!!!ya newayz about my white hair prob its maybe coz of my sickening brothers...argh its soo stressfull living wif them I tell u....ones a stuck up asshole n anothers a god dam stupid pampered bratt who I dont understand....man I better dye my hair oh b4 I forget,today I n e gang go jalan raya yaaa!!finnaly my first jalan raya lolz hehe remember 2 tagg

whatcha!!wadsup? hehe nth do now days except helping teachers out @ sch...well its better then lying around zombie-ing rite?? lolz newayz,Sha Hui,Fatin n I help Mdm Zainab paint the home ec wall n its going out great (u'll see if when sch re-opens if ya in my sch ^_-)lol well there were somemore people helping but didnt want 2 include them since we did mos of e work.....then this morning while we were doing our work Dan suddenly shows up boss us around wad an asshole man he kept say"eh y this part nvr done" "soo slow arr" "dun worry I know wad 2 do"then the SOB missed things up....felt like kicking his butt man....newayz maybe m0nday will b the last session lar for e painting n on next friday i get my result Ya!!11!ieleven xP haha well remember 2 tag lar I g2g

well hii!! hehe uhh hari raya this year isnt what I expected 2 b...its B.O.R.I.N.G really well now I officially hate going to my grandma's house on my father's side....she is such a hypocryte and thinks that her beloved granddaughter is better then me and what so ever man she just tiks me off well I'm currently helping Mdm Zainab painting the home ec wall man the first day was sooo messy I had to go home smelling like kerosine luckily arr nobody lighted a fire on me hehe well I got another brat.....he's attitude is better then my real brat but is mind is only on the computer can u believe that??when I ask him do a compo he writes crap and when I ask him he says"I dunno" ish well not only he's bad in his studies his way off in his adecamic even bathing and brushing!! ahaha well thats my life i suppose remember to tag kz

Done finnally everthing over well somethings atleast....Ramadan's over n its Hari Raya 2morrow I've done damn well for my exams everything going as I planned it to be well atleast most of it...My bro still wont acknowlwdge me as his bro....They family adopted my cuzzin coz of some issues with his family n its alittle weird having another family member out of the blue haiz....hopefully God hears my n everyones cries newayz Selamat Hari Raya to all muslim n muslimat hehe